I would...

I realize now the problem with my 90 day mission was the first day I gave myself a cheat. It was called perfection for a reason, but that really didn't mean that much to me. I'm over it which it good, but still got this beer gut which is bad.

Currently it is 7:46a.m. and I am waiting for my laundry to finish. I got up at 6:30 this morning to go for a run, my new attempt to stay in shape, but when I got down to the street it STARTED raining. When I was getting ready in my apartment it wasn't raining. When I left the buiding it was spitting. But when I got the light, it was totally coming down. I decided to turn around and call it quits because #1, I had my MP3 player on me (brand new, to replace the one I lost drunkenly) and #2, to avoid getting sick.

I can't believe it been so long since I last posted. Or I can because I have been running in the morning and that doesn't leave much time in the morning to do anything but get ready. You know me, once the sun goes down I'm closed for business. I can't rightly do anything. I have got the change that before I become an old man, but the truth is I get do so much during daylight hours, I think I deserve some time to myself.

Sure, sure, what could me more self serving than blogging. I just don't like to get my mind going at night, because I'm kind of neurotic and I could very easily see being kept up by my churning brain. And my sleep is very valuable to me. Very.

So what has happened since my last post. Lots of nothing. Went up to Seoul at the beginning of the month. That was fun. Homo Hill was a fucking dissappointment. Went to the DMZ. Fairly interesting though also kinda boring.

Dear god I haven't gotten laid since my last post either. April 11 - now is... 5 weeks and counting. I was at the bar last night and I said, if I go though all of June, I'm going to stop trying. Oh, p.s. I'm going home for the end of August.

Gotta go get ready for the school. I'll be back.